accomplished...

I feel accomplished today. Having been diligent about my new "life coaching schedule" for one whole day, I finally feel I am getting things done. Beginning this new blog was a very essential nudge in a forward direction.

I suppose I could elaborate on just what I meant when I wrote "life coaching blog":

My sister and I made a list. We divided my life into- short term goals, long term goals, energizers, drainers, and a daily to-do checklist. This, as a way to help me keep myself, and my days, organized. Otherwise it is incredibly simple for me to slip into monotony and lethargic behaviors. Major changes/additions/things needed to-do were- begin this blog, get outside(3hrs/day) and my heart-rate up(45min/day), be creative, and write three free-thought pages every single morning. With this seemingly minor schedule, I am more on task than I have been all winter!
My days were beginning to blur and my heart began to weigh too much, not to mention the fact that my mind was taking on a crazy life of it's own. So this morning, I woke up and wrote three pages in my journal. Whatever I thought of, interspersed with some stuff that I have no idea its origin.

I'm also trying to pay attention to my dreams more. It seems that I have been dreaming, and remembering them more frequently. They are always bizarre in composition of various people and situations but I believe they all have their poignant impression to be understood. So I await the sleeping gods that will enter into the void-less dreamland of my consciousness and fill it up with the unknown... to me... yet.

Goodnight, spoon love.

at the very beginning... again

I started a blog, some 8 years ago. At that time I was capable of rapidly, voraciously, and feverishly typing. My personal discoveries were so profound, my experiences so intense, so in need of being expelled... shared, and most importantly being understood, that filling post after post was the easiest and most comfortable thing I could do. As the years passed, life occurred so I typed, life stalled and somehow I still typed, and then there came a day that I couldn't... or wouldn't. I can't rightly say what fizzled the fuse, but I accepted it, and tried finding other outlets. This past year has been uproariously insane and recently I've been feeling a bit bumbling and idle, so at the encouragement of my sister/life coach/biggest supporter, I have decided to return to the page!


My auspicious intent for this blog is to serve you a daily dose of my truth- whatever it may concern or in any various form I choose to share it, whether it be an anecdote, song, video clip,or short and simple thought. I will share with you what feeds my soul. And thus, my hope is that you will enjoy the ride down the rabbit hole and into the very wonderful place I call home...

THE HEART.

Here I will spoon feed you my love.
Here I will speak to you my truth.
Here, in the end, we will be full.